Ian gave her his grin as he heard her words. The boy remembered when he use to call her silly because she was but he loved her for her so much. He wasn’t going to be back with for the babies, that wasn’t true at all - he is getting back with her because he loves her, he does want to be there for her, for his kids. He messed up badly and now he wanted to make sure he was going to stick with his word. Ian had missed Ashley very much and their time apart, he had many time to think about what life was going to be now that he had lost her but now Ashley was back into his life and there was no letting her ago this time. Smiling to himself, feeling her fingers twist around in his hair, it always sooth him when she did. Once he stood up, he gave her a small smile. “Don’t say sorry, Mami.. I like it, actually.” Although he fucked up many times in the past but this time was way different because now they were expecting twins, two little humans within a few months. “I fucked up in the pass with the whole cheating thing and shit but this time, I officially mean it.”
Benson remembered going to the appointments by herself, sometimes with Shay, but never with Ian, she was due for another check up soon; she wanted to make sure Ian was going to be there. Quietly she cleared her throat, “Are you going to be at the next appointment?” She softly spoke as her gaze dropped down to the floor, she nervously chewed on her bottom lip whilst waiting for an answer. She promised herself that she wasn’t going to go back with Ian, but she knew she couldn’t do that to her kids, and because her feelings never changed for the dancer. Her eyes held on his lips before they quickly snapped up to his brown orbs, “Oh okay, I won’t say sorry..” She mumbled, she was worried on how they’d be as parents. “I’m glad.” She sent him a small smile before she sighed out silently.
"Hush.. You’re still young, hot, beautiful, and going to be sexy milf." He winked at Ashley. Ian loved to make her feel better about herself, he enjoyed very much when she was laughing, smiling and being the cute adorable woman that he loves with his whole heart. Without her the pass three months, was complete total shit - all he wanted to do was die because he fucked up so badly. "You deserve a man.. Not a childish boy, Mami." Ian told her in a low tone before she got up to her book case, he watched her actions and couldn’t take his eyes off of her stomach. It was growing so quickly, within a few months they would be parents to two little kubs. Sure, he wanted a family but not this soon. Either way, he got his wish. Smiling at Ashley, he took it and opened it. Gazing through the pictures, he felt the shame coming over him once more. "I am so sorry for fucking this up already, I should have been there for you for them and for us.. I swear this is a change, we’re going to be parents, I love you Ashley more than I ever loved a woman." Ian told her, setting down the book on the bed before getting up and taking her hands in his. "I mean it - us four, we’re going to be a family, we’re going to get married, I promise you that."
Her cheeks tinted pink as she giggled, “You’re silly..” Her cheeks turned pinker as she received the wink from him. Ashley continued with remembering the things the two did together, after she read the article on TMZ about them getting back together, it made her wonder if her getting pregnant was the only reason why he’d go back with her. “Are you a man, Papi?” The blonde slightly arched her eyebrow as she nibbled on the inside of her lip. Her hand instinctively placed itself on her stomach as she stood waiting for him to take the book. Ashley gazed down at the book as he finally took it. Slowly, Ash brought her hand up to the curly mess in front of her, gently she wrapped a piece of it around her finger before unwrapping it. Her lip captured between her bottom lip as she focused on playing with the mess of hair, “You didn’t know about them, so it’s alright..I guess.” She shrugged her shoulders slightly as she continued playing with his hair, “I love you too..” Her fingers slowly ran through his hair, her hand retracted from his hair as he stood up. Muttering a sorry, she let him hold onto her hands. “Are you going to keep that promise?”
when asked if she ever wished the characters were more down-to-earth: ”The thing I always make fun of is the wardrobe. Really, do you think anyone would actually wear full hair and makeup and 6-inch heels to school? I was 13 when I was last in school, and I never wore makeup. I wasn’t allowed. Now [girls are] all wearing heels and makeup and getting their hair done, so I’m not sure it’s us influencing girls or that’s just the way it is now. If I had gone to high school, I would have rolled out of bed and showed up in sweats. I mean, I want to work with Woody Allen; that’s one of my goals. And every film he does, the wardrobe is so simple, no makeup or hair, and that’s what I love in a movie—a natural human being, not dressed to the nines, false lashes, all done up.”
If I had gone to high school, I would have rolled out of bed and showed up in sweats. I mean, I want to work with Woody Allen; that’s one of my goals. And every film he does, the wardrobe is so simple, no makeup or hair, and that’s what I love in a movie—a natural human being, not dressed to the nines, false lashes, all done up.-Ashley Benson
“I never want to do nudity that’s gratuitous. Girls look so much better in lingerie or a t-shirt and leave the rest up to the imagination. I make it clear that I have a line. Everyone tries to push you, and it’s easy to get talked into doing those things. I’ll just walk off-set. But not everyone realizes they can do that.” -Ashley Benson
ashley benson for cosmopolitan magazine march 2014
Ian sighed a bit, he could only think of what the shit she must have been through when she had found out about the twins.”I was stupid a few months ago, Ashley.. I’m not leaving you or my kids.. Papi is here.” He told her and the littles inside her. He could tell how emotional she was now, he can’t even think about how this will be down the road when it’s gets closer to the due date. With his free hand, Ian rubbed her lower back softly, wanting her to calm down and just breath. “You do? Show me my little kubs.” He wanted to lighten up the mood a bit, he wanted her to smile and be happy. “Within a few months, my boys are going to be as handsome as their daddy,” Ian chuckled a bit.
Ashley bit her bottom lip as he spoke, “We do stupid things because we’re all so young, you know? Well, you are, I’m not.” She softly mumbled the words out, as she let her free hand rest on the under side of Ian’s arm. Being three months already, her morning sickness had gotten worse than better. With a small smile, she slowly slid their hands out from under her shirt as she stood up slowly from his lap. The actress made her way over to her bookcase as she gently bit down on her bottom lip before she pulled out the babies book, she walked back over to the bed until she was standing in front of him, “Here you go, Papi.” She mumbled as she held the book out for him. She smiled a bit, “Or as cute as their mommy.”
Ian’s heart felt like it just broke when she burst into tears but she was alone for this alone with his twins, his kids. He couldn’t believe what a ass he had been back then when he said he was falling for someone else but clearly that never worked out and it left Ian thinking for the pass two months. “You won’t have to do this alone, I am not going to allow it Ashley. I promise you.” He told her, squeezing her hand lightly, making sure that he didn’t hurt her anymore than he did. Ian placed his hand over Ashley’s rubbing their hands over her smooth stomach slowly, he listen to their breathing. He could get use to this parenting thing already. “Our little kubs.”
Ashley’s emotions had been all over the place lately, she couldn’t handle the mood swings and morning sickness, which was increased because of the twins. “Please don’t leave again, this is too much for me to handle.” She muttered to him as the tears continued to fall down her blushed cheeks, her breathing began to slow down as their hands rubbed her bump. “Mhm..I have their ultrasounds, I kept them to show them when they’re older.” She whispered softly just before she muttered something quietly.
Ian still didn’t know how he was feeling, it was mix of a emotions at this point. He was feeling like a complete asshole, scared, and upset but not with Ashley - with himself. It was all his fault why this happened, they were both so young and had many things going on for them. A baby seems like too much even more since it’s twins. Once the door opened to reveal Ashley, he quickly looked at her stomach then to her blue eyes. He walked up slowly, wiping her tears away with his thumbs and gave her a small smile. “Hey, hey now.. Don’t be upset, Mami.. We’re going to get through this together, I promise you.” He reassured her before taking her hand and leading her up into her room, pulling her down onto his lap. “We’re going to be parents to the most beautiful kids ever.” Ian mumbled while he slipped his hand under her shirt to feel it the bump, he smiled at the feeling of it. “Those are our kids..”
Benson let the tears fall as she continued with the thoughts of being alone for the first 3 months of her pregnancy. She was afraid that it was going to halt his dancing, and her acting. Once she was faced with her ex-fiance, she couldn’t hold it together anymore, tears continued to roll down her face. Her eyes stayed on his as he spoke to her, “I don’t want to do this alone.” She muttered out as she gently squeezed his hand whilst they walked upstairs. She carefully sat on his lap, her face hid into the crook of his neck until she felt his hand up her shirt, instinctively she slid her hand up it as well, letting it rest on his. Her eyes landed on his lips to see the smile upon them before she let her face the crook of his neck once more, planting a small kiss on it. “Our kids..”
Ian wasn’t going to lie, he was in complete shock when he found about this news which was about a few minutes ago. He didn’t think it was going to happen anytime soon for him since he was only twenty years old. He told Brian that he was going out once more to meet Ashley at her place before he left the apartment. Ian got into his car and just drove until he reached Ashley’s place. He was dressed in his usual black pants and a button up shirt with some vans. Ian knocked on the door, waiting for her to answer.
Ashley was afraid Ian was going to cut off contact when she told him that she was pregnant with his kids, tears threatened to fall once she told him to come over. She laid on her bed with her shirt folded up, revealing the small bump. Her hand circled around the baby bump, “Daddy’s going to be here soon..Don’t worry, babies.” The blonde softly spoke to her belly, her words stopped once she heard a knock on the door. She slowly got up from the bed, tugging her shirt down to cover the bump. She opened the door like something bad would happen if she opened it too fast, “H-Hey..” She whispered as she stepped to the side to let the dancer in.“